devotional writing
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A Pagan Goes to Church
On Christmas Eve, I did something I never thought I would do again but the inexplicable pull of curiosity told me I needed to. I went to my parents’ church for their Lessons and Carols Christmas Eve service. In the past, they always went to an evangelical Presbyterian church and now they go to some Continue reading
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Growing Sideways
Recently I’ve gotten into Dune Moss. If you don’t know who she is, you probably should. Her music is magical and full of meaningful poetry that take my breath away along with instrumentals that complement her dynamic lyrics and her unearthly voice. It’s like Enya meets Purity Ring. Music is an enormous part of my Continue reading
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The Work

This December marks 6 years since I first promised my devotion to Loki in the form of a vow of marriage. It wasn’t what I intended on it being initially – I thought I would have a ceremony and be done with it and that was that. What happened instead became more than I bargained Continue reading
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The Fear of Being Right
I have talked about fear and the need for humans to disengage with the divine in order to get somewhere else outside of Christian belief. However, this becomes much more complex when we become afraid of being right. Being right means, ultimately, that being wrong is a reality check. It means that when you perceive Continue reading
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Reflection on Loki‘s Month
I mean, every month is Loki’s month in my world but July especially seems to be high vibe for Himself. The past years, it hasn’t been exceedingly memorable but the past years have also been a blur considering where I was at financially, emotionally, and mentally. This July, however, pressed every single one of my Continue reading
